waoh.

the day is tomorrow.

wow. how time passed.

from a pathetic innocent *yes i was innocent* sec one to a mature young "tom boy/ lady" in sec four. time reallie FLIES like dunno wat. LOL. like housefly! okay. lame.

i remembered how i felt when i first entered the sch. i was like. WTH. there's such a thingy as buddhist sch? for those blur block, im from a christian sch. and im proud to be a christian. if u're not happy? just kindly keep ur mouth shut, thankyou. and yes i hated the dharma lessons. i miss the widespread prayers i had. the chapels i had were drown under the talkings of buddhism. i hated this sch so much i wished i could die. haha. i remembered calling my pri sch friends telling them how much i was suffering. haha.

but, new friends came into my life. basketball became part of me too. oya. from a obese person to kinda fit now, its reallie very miraculous. haha. although i had to wait for three years before im in the team, im reallie glad i waited. (okay. i dun deny i ever thought of quitting, but im glad i didn't) the times we shared, the joy and sadness we had, will never be forgotten. im just speechless at all of the situations i have encounted. in addition, the ups and downs in friendship, been through it, gone through it, mature over the years.

plus, got involved in bgr (this's the part when im not as innocent already) and underwent the tremendous change. the thought that someone's shoulder will always be there for me is ever so sweet. and im never regret going through it. *okay, the breakups aint veri nice* but thanks to them, i realised that love is ever so strong, yet fragile at the same time.
FYI. to all those big mouths, KPOs out there, im NOT, i say NOT ATTACHED to anyone. all those who are spreading saying im attached, please chop off ur head and die. thankyou very much(:

i have to say friends reallie painted my world colourful. they brought me through the bitter sweet and sour times which reallie helped me handle different situations well. having good friends are really very important. i dun wan those fair weathered friends, i wan friends who will brave through storms with me. well, to all of you who are my friends, were my friends. i thank you for letting me go through various kinds of mixed feelings because of rumours, words, tall-tales.

PLUS, i cant forget the wonderful teachers!
MS TAY AND MR GUI, for ur utmost patience, tolerance, love towards us! im so glad i got to noe the both of you. haha. although ms tay was reallie mean to us when we first met her, over time, i guess we reallie touched her and got to noe each other better. and i reallie LOVE them alot. mr gui too, for his ever round cute tummy. hahaha. and running together(:

MDM wee for ur constant guidance. trying to wake 4e up into improving our english. although i didn't like you cuz u said i was short at the beginning of the year (which i can remember so clearly because i hate ppl saying im short), lol. but im fine with it now. haahha.

WULAOSHI for talking sense into me, making me noe that family bonds are so much more important den friends. she knew how i was thinking and she never gets irritated by me even though i just call her and say hello only. haha. and the baby photos of 4e. it made me touched but no tears roll out yet! lol.

ms quek for being SUPER patience with us. hahaha. thanks. we haven been good pupils to you but u're reallie a super nice teacher. although a lil naggy, haha but still ever so sweet and patience with us. u're GREAT!

MRS lim. for consoling me during my block test! (the results were like shit and i cried during her period) lol. thanks for giving me the motivation so study again and giving my prelims a shot again. and always SO CUTE! hahaah.

MRS wong for always giving in to us to go the the HUMANS ROOM! hahaha. enjoying the aircon and enduring our cheeky-ness. hahaha. it was funny(:

MRS yong for being so "geo" hahaha. i nothing to say leh. LOL. oya. for saying from tourism, to char sao bao. and i still dun get the linkage. LOL. amide linkage? ester linkage? no linkage. haha.

MDM lim and ms TAN gy for being the BEST of the BEST basketball teachers. oya. not forgetting MDM ROSITA great house! hahaha. continue rocking!(x

mr muhammad, the pms teacher. truth, i hated ur guts. but im okay with you la. somehow or another, i felt u resented me because i had tuition. and well, RUBBISH IN YOUR FACE. argh. hahaha. im not close to him. so i wont say anything abt him.

and last but not least, mr naufal, mscheong, mdmernie! for being th BEST BEST BEST BEST teachers when in cambodia, u three reallie treated us just like ur kids. we were a BIG BIG family(: i reallie loved that time when i didn't have to think of exams, stress, studies. it was so carefree~

and im reallie super thankful that GOD came into my life and always reassured me that he's always there for me.(((((: